Man I am so not high on life. I’m not sure if there’s a specific reason. Maybe just everything piled on top of each other. Being confused about how to get back to school, what I would even major in, knowing that I have gained hella weight these last couple weeks, feeling fat, blah blah blaaaaah bitch. I’m just trying to keep from getting too down. If I let myself sink too far down into sadness it’s like nearly fuckin impossible to get myself back out of it. ANYWAY, have to weigh myself in the morning. I’ll know exactly how much damage I’ve done and how much I’ll need to fix. Ugha balls. Kay, I’m out of here. Peace out.